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(no subject) [Mar. 30th, 2005|07:54 pm]
[mood |highhigh]
[music |kottenmouth kings- high society]

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addd it my new lj...........

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dashboard confessionals takes my breathe away... [Mar. 30th, 2005|02:40 am]
[mood |depresseddepressed]
[music |dashboard]

"Im Living in ur letters"


"im falling in ur eyes"






i need a drink... oh man...
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info... [Mar. 17th, 2005|02:33 pm]
PARTY IS ON FOR TONITE!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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its not lit yet!! im warming it up .. im warmin it up!!! [Mar. 12th, 2005|02:26 pm]
[mood |cockwhipped]
[music |50 cent]

yeah soo far everyday has been a "good time" everything had been working out so perfectly....

i went shopping got a few new things.. cough cough for free.. haha


im cockwhipped....
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i dont know any more..... [Feb. 7th, 2005|04:26 pm]
[mood |sadsad]
[music |Better off on my own- Sum 41]

ive been feeling so cold lately...maybe its because the most dreadful holiday i fear so much is coming in 1 week....Honestly... know one likes to be alone... who would? i know im not better off by myself... im getting feelings for some one im so close with but yet i feel so far away....

I tried to be perfect.. but nothin was worth it...


I need to change....i cant fuck up ne more... its ruining me...i cant do it on my own though...




ur my weakness.........
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I wish i was still dreaming...close her eyes cant see inside [Dec. 29th, 2004|08:52 pm]
[mood |depresseddepressed]
[music |greenday -"i hope ur having the time of ur life"]

i went to her funeral today... it was at the church were me and her spent most of our time hanging out on wednesday night youth group...

we went to where she crashed..finally in day light so we cud see...

we went to BIG Z.. where she worked... and shared memories with her beautiful family...

 

i dont think ill ever be the same...

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(no subject) [Dec. 28th, 2004|11:15 pm]
she looks so beautiful......why.... ive been crying so badly..im not okay.. im not okay..im not okay.....she was my best friend.........god why.....
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(no subject) [Dec. 27th, 2004|09:51 am]

 

Candice Lopaty died Saturday.

 Simi teenager dies in crash on Christmas
By Maria Gonzalez mgonzalez@VenturaCountyStar.com
December 27, 2004

An 18-year-old Simi Valley woman on her way home from visiting a friend Christmas night died after her car plunged 150 feet off a rural and winding back road, authorities said Sunday.

Candice Lopaty had spent Christmas Day with her family and had driven to Chatsworth that night to visit a friend, her family said. She took Santa Susana Pass Road, a stretch of roadway that runs south of Highway 118 and along the northern edge of the Simi Hills. The road connects Simi Valley with Chatsworth and is used by motorists as an alternative to the state highway.


 
Lopaty apparently lost control about 9 p.m. Saturday while taking a right curve near Box Canyon Road and went over the side, the California Highway Patrol said. The vehicle, which had been traveling at 45 mph, dropped down a hill and hit a tree and rocks before landing upside down, officers said.

It was unknown Sunday whether the victim was wearing a seat belt.

At night, automobile headlights become the only source of light along the road, said Senior Deputy Medical Examiner Armando Chavez. He described the two-lane road as winding and the hillsides as steep.

Lopaty's family expressed concern Sunday about the lack of railing at the site where the teenager's life ended. Her brother Clive Mangum said the railing lining the roadway ended abruptly where his younger sister's car lost control.

"Had this guardrail been 20 or 25 feet longer, my sister could be alive today," Mangum said.

Lopaty was an outgoing and independent woman who always had a smile on her face, said her brother Clint Lopaty.

"She was always just a happy girl. She was sweet and big-hearted."

Lopaty showered her family with attention and affection, especially her seven nieces and nephews, family members said.

"They always were happy to see her," Clint Lopaty said. "She was the favorite aunt."

Lopaty was a couple of years older than her oldest niece, and the girls were more like sisters to each other, Mangum said. Lopaty would pick up her niece from school twice a week so they could spend time together.

"Even though she would be late to work, she wanted that quality time with her niece," Mangum said.

The teenager had worked a couple jobs, including one as sales clerk at Gold N Heart Jewelry in Simi Valley. She had rung up a $3,800 ring purchase on Christmas Eve, one of her first sales, her sister Carrie Gasbarri said.

Lopaty, a recent graduate of Chatsworth High School, had started taking classes at Moorpark College. Although she was still deciding what to study, Lopaty loved taking photographs and making videos, Mangum said.

On Thanksgiving, Lopaty took pictures of her family and had already plastered her bedroom walls with the photographs of her nieces, nephews, brothers and sisters.

During Christmas, Lopaty was concerned that the whole family was not spending the day together, so the entire family had agreed to spend New Year's Eve together at her request.

"She made an effort to get us all to get together," Mangum said.

"She was the most beautiful-hearted person in the world," Clint Lopaty said.

Besides her sister Carrie and brothers Clint and Clive, she is survived by her mother and father, Donna and Roy Lopaty; and brothers Carl Lopaty and Calvin Mangum.

Funeral arrangements are pending.
 

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(no subject) [Dec. 27th, 2004|04:10 am]

damn... i cant even sleep ne more........ ur on everyones mind...where all wondering why... i will always charish our memories.... going to havasu.. summertime at the beach... parties... damn.. being there for me when i needed someone the most... life was good when u where here.. and now ur not... i dont know how ill ever get on....

 

 

damn....

 

 havasue with me....

 

"View From Heaven"

i'm just so tired
wont you sing me to sleep
and fly through my dreams
so i can hitch a ride with you tonight
and get away from this place
have a new name and face
i just aint the same without you in my life
late night drives, all alone in my car
i can't help but start
singing lines from all our favorite songs
and melodies in the air
singin life just aint fair
sometimes i still just can't believe you're gone
and im sure the view from heaven
beats the hell out of mine here
and if we all believe in heaven,
maybe we'll make it through one more year
down here

feel your fire,
when its cold in my heart
and things sorta start
remindin' me of my last night with you
i only need one more day
just one more chance to say
i wish that i had gone up with you too
and i'm sure the view from heaven
beats the hell out of mine here
and if we all believe in heaven
maybe we'll make it through one more year
down here

you wont be comin' back
and i didn't get to say goodbye
i really wish i got to say goodbye
and im sure the view from heaven
beats the hell out of mine here
and if we all believe in heaven
maybe we'll make it through one more year
i hope that all is well in heaven
cause it's all shot to hell down here
i hope that i find you in heaven
cause i'm so...
lost without you down here
you wont be coming back
and i didn't get to say goodbye
i really wish i got to say gooooodbye

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(no subject) [Dec. 26th, 2004|02:03 pm]

RIP CANDICE...

October 11, 1986 ~ December 25, 2004

 

There's no one in town I know
You gave us some place to go.
I never said thank you for that.
I thought I might get one more chance.
What would you think of me now,
so lucky, so strong, so proud?
I never said thank you for that,
now I'll never have a chance.
May angels lead you in.
Hear you me my friends.
On sleepless roads the sleepless go.
May angels lead you in.
So what would you think of me now,
so lucky, so strong, so proud?
I never said thank you for that,
now I'll never have a chance.
May angels lead you in.
Hear you me my friends.
On sleepless roads the sleepless go.
May angels lead you in.
May angels lead you in.
May angels lead you in.
And if you were with me tonight,
I'd sing to you just one more time.
A song for a heart so big,
god wouldn't let it live.
May angels lead you in.
Hear you me my friends.
On sleepless roads the sleepless go.
May angels lead you in.
May angels lead you in.
Hear you me my friends.
On sleepless roads the sleepless go.
May angels lead you in.
May angels lead you in.

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drugs.. [Dec. 13th, 2004|08:59 pm]
[mood |draineddrained]
[music |jimmy eat world- "pain"]

Its a lie..a kiss with open eyes.....

Anyone can find the same white pills.
that take my pain away....

 

 

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[Dec. 12th, 2004|09:14 pm]
[mood |calmcalm]
[music |La la....ashlee simpson]

♠ i basically slept all day.. i wasnt feeling to good...
♠ woke up to a few hickies on my neck.. fun.
♠ skool tomarrow.. it shud be fun since were all friends again.. more reasons for me to go...
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starting new... [Dec. 11th, 2004|03:46 pm]
[mood |Perfect]
[music |On the way down - Ryan Caberra]

♥ no more drama
♥ im glad were all okay with each other now
♥ Lets make Senior year what its all about !!
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Friends Only! [Aug. 25th, 2004|10:10 pm]

 

Comment to be added...<3

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